In the beginning of February I was meant to be heading off to University. I was finally going to live independantly the way my parents had always taught me. It was time for me to grow up and become the young woman I was meant to be. My suitcases were all packed and we were heading to the airport. I had the biggest smile on my face and my mum noticed.
Mum: Faaaaaaaaay!! Why are you so happy? You happy you leaving us? Tftkeen mnna?
Fay: Haha no maa. But I mean I'm going to Australia to see Grandma & Grandpa. And Fahed is meeting me at the airport. I can't wait.
Mum: Ohhh It's all about Fahed isn't it. I know you like him don't deny it. Now spill!
Dad: Heey heey agool this conversation mo jdaamii!!!!
Mum&Fay: Hahaa.
Fay: Yuuba trust me I don't like him. There is nothing going on between us. He is just a reaaaaaaalllyyy good friend oo I love him for that! And just that dad.
Dad smiled and continued down the road towards the airport. It was a Monday morning so it was not so full and we found a parking space almost immediately. I checked my 3 suitcases full of clothes in and we headed for a coffee at Caribou.
Fay: It's on me haha. A5r mrra I'm paying. So the usual?
Mum&Dad: Yes please honey.
So I ordered their usual and my usual too and took a seat. My dad was giving me this huuuuge speech about taking care of myself and not going too wild out there. He was being so serious but I couldn't help it. I burst out laughing. I mean come on.... Me? Wild? Haah no way. I have turned into the most innocent person alive. It was time to go on board and the look on my dads face was indescribable. It showed he was so upset but he was holding it in. Just before leaving I ran up to him and gave him my most adorable teddy bear hugs :$ Yes I am cute like that. Hahaa ;p
Fay: (Whispering) I'll take care of myself and don't worry I will Skype with you every day. I love you yuuba.
I then ran to mum and hugged her too. They both wished me a safe flight and left. I couldn't help but shed a few tears. I'm leaving my parents for 7 years. Just seeing them twice a year max. I couldn't bear it. I sat down and waited. In those 10 minutes I had time to think. Think about what was going to happen. What I was going to do. Now, it's all me and only me. No more depending on Mum & Dad for anything. All of this was going through my head I didn't even feel someone tap my shoulder. Suddenly, I felt someone almost shake me to wake up. I looked up and saw a familiar face.
Sorry this isn't a long post but Uni got me working hard with loads of assignments before I finish my first year :(
Love,
Fay xx
Thursday, 30 May 2013
Tuesday, 28 May 2013
Chapter 1 - The beginning of it all.
Here goes nothing.
Last June I had finished my IGs and wrote up a whole list of subjects I wanted to study at university. Things ranged from environmental engineering to psychology to law. I had no idea what I was going to do with my life. That summer we went to Australia (back home). It was'nt for long just 3 weeks. In that time I had a lot of running around to do. I was checking out universities and what they offered.
There, I met a really nice guy called Fahed. Fahed had dark brown hair and had a strong face with sharp jaw bones. He wasn't too mjsm but wasn't too fat either. Lets just say his body type was perfect. He was taller than me by only 10ish cm and was older than me by 2 years (which made him 18 at the time). By the end of my so called vacation, Fahed and I had become best of friends. Talking to him made me feel complete. My parents were glad I had met someone in Australia before going to university there so that I had someone to walk me around to my classes. Slowly I was cutting my list shorter to only 2 things. These 2 things were something I really wanted to do and I asked Fahed what I should do. Fahed studies environmental engineering so obviously he would tell me to do environmental engineering. But I still couldn't decide. Finally I did est5ara if I should do environmental engineering and it came out bad so psychology it was. For some reason peoples behaviours always fascinated me so I thought to myself - Great psychology it is! I knew what I was doing, all that was left was my grades. Plus there are soooo many psychos in Kuwait! Haha I'm kidding I swear. No-one take this personally!!! It was a joke :O
In August my results came out and 7amdilla I got all A's and 1 A*. I was over the moon. I applied to the University of Western Australia in Perth (That's where I come from) and also the University of Sydney. The 2 universities are opposite sides of the country and my mum was praying I would get into the one in Perth since its closer to home and I DID!! Well I got into both but I lied to my mum and told her I only got into 1 just to make her happy I will stay home. Most of all I was happy to finally see Fahed. It had been a long 5 months since I saw him so obviously I was ecstatic. He was my best friend. Who can live without their best friend?!!
That is as much as I am doing for today since it is late and I need to sleep. This post is for you Lamia ;)
Love,
Fay xx
Last June I had finished my IGs and wrote up a whole list of subjects I wanted to study at university. Things ranged from environmental engineering to psychology to law. I had no idea what I was going to do with my life. That summer we went to Australia (back home). It was'nt for long just 3 weeks. In that time I had a lot of running around to do. I was checking out universities and what they offered.
There, I met a really nice guy called Fahed. Fahed had dark brown hair and had a strong face with sharp jaw bones. He wasn't too mjsm but wasn't too fat either. Lets just say his body type was perfect. He was taller than me by only 10ish cm and was older than me by 2 years (which made him 18 at the time). By the end of my so called vacation, Fahed and I had become best of friends. Talking to him made me feel complete. My parents were glad I had met someone in Australia before going to university there so that I had someone to walk me around to my classes. Slowly I was cutting my list shorter to only 2 things. These 2 things were something I really wanted to do and I asked Fahed what I should do. Fahed studies environmental engineering so obviously he would tell me to do environmental engineering. But I still couldn't decide. Finally I did est5ara if I should do environmental engineering and it came out bad so psychology it was. For some reason peoples behaviours always fascinated me so I thought to myself - Great psychology it is! I knew what I was doing, all that was left was my grades. Plus there are soooo many psychos in Kuwait! Haha I'm kidding I swear. No-one take this personally!!! It was a joke :O
In August my results came out and 7amdilla I got all A's and 1 A*. I was over the moon. I applied to the University of Western Australia in Perth (That's where I come from) and also the University of Sydney. The 2 universities are opposite sides of the country and my mum was praying I would get into the one in Perth since its closer to home and I DID!! Well I got into both but I lied to my mum and told her I only got into 1 just to make her happy I will stay home. Most of all I was happy to finally see Fahed. It had been a long 5 months since I saw him so obviously I was ecstatic. He was my best friend. Who can live without their best friend?!!
That is as much as I am doing for today since it is late and I need to sleep. This post is for you Lamia ;)
Love,
Fay xx
Monday, 27 May 2013
A little something about me
Hey guys,
This is my second time blogging so I am technically not new to this.
The name is Fay ,but some of you might know me as GoodGirlGoneWild.
I thought of starting this blog not for you guys but for me. A simple way of letting my feelings.
Basically, it will start when I got accepted into uni in Australia last year. It was the beginning of a new life for me or that is what i hoped. Things kept on haunting me from my past including flashbacks and dreams of how my life was.
Hopefully I will start once I get my twitter up and running and you can catch all new posts and info at @LifeOfFay.
Love,
Fay xx
This is my second time blogging so I am technically not new to this.
The name is Fay ,but some of you might know me as GoodGirlGoneWild.
I thought of starting this blog not for you guys but for me. A simple way of letting my feelings.
Basically, it will start when I got accepted into uni in Australia last year. It was the beginning of a new life for me or that is what i hoped. Things kept on haunting me from my past including flashbacks and dreams of how my life was.
Hopefully I will start once I get my twitter up and running and you can catch all new posts and info at @LifeOfFay.
Love,
Fay xx
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